How do you do it?

As bad as this sounds, I wish I could be more on the Ana side than I am on the Mia side.
Atleast with Ana you lose lots of weight and aren't consumed by the addiction of food.
Are there any tricks that keep you from eating, or do you generally not like food?

Most of the time, it's like a fear of foods for me.
Like a phobia of calories. So sometimes it's easy for me to steer clear, but other days it's like an animal instinct kicks in and all I want to do is eat. :\